Truths about Myself

I am the furthest thing from Interesting. I am lazy and confused. What do you expect of me, I am 20. I am not like one of those 20 year olds who have everything figured out and have glamorous high paying jobs. I have one good friend and no social life to speak of. I am pretentious. I talk big but do nothing. I am F**king scared of doing something different.I have been stuck in this limbo for almost 3 years now. I sometimes want to grow up and have a lot of cool things going on for me, but the sad and naked truth is I don't want to do the leg work for it. I am scared of talking to people. I am jealous of all the people who are my age and are doing lots of awesome things. What do I do?

So for now, I will just study hard and try to follow Leo Babauta's advice : " Learn about who you are. Meditate, and blog. Those are the best tools for learning about yourself."

Expect to hear from me often.